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I'm a 20-year old obsessive-compulsive girl who eats a lot but never gets fat. I am currently in a love-hate relationship with my course, Multimedia Arts. I like milk tea, pesto, shoes, florals, owls, and Paramore. (How random, right?) Daydreaming of Ryan Gosling, Nicholas Hoult, and Kiefer Ravena every now and then. I'm a hopeless romantic who would want to have her own Noah Calhoun someday.
Pat's Goals for 2012
☑ Celebrate my birthday with snail mails from people ;)
☐ Watch "The Vow" with a friend/s on Valentine's Day. And not cry.
☐ Graduate with honors on July 7, 2012.
☐ Work. And love my work.
☐ Have my heart healed.
☐ Either have a very long hair or very short hair.
☐ Get to ride a plane.
☐ Treat my parents for their wedding anniversary.
☐ Have teal dip-dyed hair.
☐ [Insert goal-yet-to-be-determined here]
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Hearts’ day is fast approaching, and impossible as it may seem, I still want to receive a bouquet of flowers on that day. Wala lang. I just want to feel the kilig despite the fact that no one’s making me feel kilig right now who’s equally kilig with me too. Haaay, I miss the kilig feeling. Big time.
- Woke up feeling sooooo sad.
- I ended up staying in bed for 2 hours despite waking up at 8:30 a.m.
- I am so uninspired.
- I don’t feel like doing homework but I need to do them so I don’t really know what I’m gonna do with that
- I desperately need good vibes, ugh.
- I feel so dooooown.
- My life is ruined.
- Or is this caused by my hormones?
- I’m frustrated cuz I haven’t changed my Facebook profile picture for about a month now. Not used to that hehe
- ACCIO GOOD VIIIIIIIBES!!!!!! :(
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Yet another unproductive day for me. I went to Town with my cousin and stuffed my tummy with good food. Ate dinner in Bon Chon, had my milk tea fix at Serenitea, and bought lovely red velvet cupcakes from Cukay’s. You know how I feel so guilty when I go out during a weekend? I AM SO FREAKIN’ GUILTY ALL THE TIME. I feel like a bad student for spending a Saturday outside instead of doing my homework. Anyway, to comfort myself, I just thought this is my way of rewarding myself for surviving the emotionally torturing day yesterday. :)
idk I just suddenly felt like listing down some of my future plans
- Save enough money and invest on my first car
- Or probably invest for a new business
- only if I get a job that’s gonna give me enough money to have that haha
- Travel around the most beautiful places in the Philippines (i.e. Palawan, Boracay, Ilocos, Davao, Bicol, Pangasinan, Cagayan de Oro, etc.)
- Travel around the world (any of the following places: France, Germany, Japan, Korea, U.S.A., Brazil, Thailand, Australia, U.K., Africa)
- Make my siblings finish school
- Buy at least one pair of shoes a month (Okay call me materialistic I don’t care I love shoes okay haha)
Which leads me to a conclusion: I should not have a love life for me to acquire all these. You know how having a love life adds a column to your table of expenses, right? Yeah. Hahahaha. I wish some guy will prove to me that my conclusion is not true at all. Okay bye.
At first, I felt sooooooo nervous, breathing was the hardest thing to do for me during that time. I got to the coffee shop earlier than him, so while I was waiting, I just can’t stay put. I was tweeting incessantly about how nervous I was feeling (but I eventually deleted those tweets because I didn’t want him to see those when he gets online haha). When he arrived, I felt even more nervous plus the feeling of awkwardness and kilig at the same time (I felt kilig cuz I didn’t see him for a month! Hehe). There was dead silence for about 15 minutes because no one dared to talk hahaha. As time passed, the nervousness kinda subsided and I felt comfortable. His laughs made me feel like I should loosen up a bit too. But yeah during the serious conversation I can feel the pain inside. I was stopping myself from crying because it was a non-private place. That pain stayed inside me until I got home, where I finally poured out all the tears in my system.
Okay I talk a lot again.
You also said: By the way, what camera are you using? Good evening to you. :D
Hello, haha. I know, I love how my body stays slim despite my monstrous appetite but I seriously want to gain more weight and look less slim. I think I look like a walking stick D: hahaha and as for your question about the camera I’m using, I only rely on my phone’s camera. Hahaha I used to have a DSLR but I gave it back to my uncle already.
I don’t believe that true love means letting go, because true love means loving more than enough that you would never think of leaving at all.
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