Why?

Since there’s this anonymous on Formspring who asked me, in my opinion, why I’m always left by the guys I loved, I suddenly (and seriously) thought of the real answer for this. Aside from my answer to this anon, I felt like there are other answers for his/her question. I suddenly thought if I actually lacked something. I thought I might’ve missed doing something that made these guys leave me. Or maybe I did something too much. Or…OMG, baka may putok ako?! LOLJK. Okay, ang emo ko na naman. Anyway. We talked na a while ago. It’s frustrating cuz the place’s not-so-private so I didn’t have the guts to actually cry and cry and cry even if I wanted to. I’m not even sure if all my questions were answered but there’s one thing I’m sure about: I still love him very much.

So yeah I was about to blog something really emotional but then iTunes suddenly played Teach Me How To Dougie and it changed my mood entirely. Meh. But let me just share to you that my eyes are very much puffy right now. O.O

P.S. And yeah before we parted ways, he hugged me and told me he’ll miss me which just made all the tears from my eyes fall, I needed more than one bucket for it.