A designer/artist stuck inside the body of a daydreamer. She shamelessly tags herself as the girl who eats a lot but never gets fat. She likes bands and shoes. And pizza.
☑ Celebrate my birthday with snail mails from people ;)
☑ Watch "The Vow" with a friend/s on Valentine's Day. And not cry.
☐ Graduate with honors on July 7, 2012.
☐ Work. And love my work.
☐ Have my heart healed.
☑ Either have very long hair or very short hair.
☐ Get to ride a plane.
☐ Treat my parents for their wedding anniversary.
☐ Have teal dip-dyed hair.
☑ See We Are The In Crowd live.
At first, I felt sooooooo nervous, breathing was the hardest thing to do for me during that time. I got to the coffee shop earlier than him, so while I was waiting, I just can’t stay put. I was tweeting incessantly about how nervous I was feeling (but I eventually deleted those tweets because I didn’t want him to see those when he gets online haha). When he arrived, I felt even more nervous plus the feeling of awkwardness and kilig at the same time (I felt kilig cuz I didn’t see him for a month! Hehe). There was dead silence for about 15 minutes because no one dared to talk hahaha. As time passed, the nervousness kinda subsided and I felt comfortable. His laughs made me feel like I should loosen up a bit too. But yeah during the serious conversation I can feel the pain inside. I was stopping myself from crying because it was a non-private place. That pain stayed inside me until I got home, where I finally poured out all the tears in my system.
Okay I talk a lot again.
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Themes by Mademoiselle Kisty
