myartmylife
Anonymous murmurs, "Ate anong feeling mo nung nakausap mo sya?"

At first, I felt sooooooo nervous, breathing was the hardest thing to do for me during that time. I got to the coffee shop earlier than him, so while I was waiting, I just can’t stay put. I was tweeting incessantly about how nervous I was feeling (but I eventually deleted those tweets because I didn’t want him to see those when he gets online haha). When he arrived, I felt even more nervous plus the feeling of awkwardness and kilig at the same time (I felt kilig cuz I didn’t see him for a month! Hehe). There was dead silence for about 15 minutes because no one dared to talk hahaha. As time passed, the nervousness kinda subsided and I felt comfortable. His laughs made me feel like I should loosen up a bit too. But yeah during the serious conversation I can feel the pain inside. I was stopping myself from crying because it was a non-private place. That pain stayed inside me until I got home, where I finally poured out all the tears in my system.

Okay I talk a lot again.

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