A designer/artist stuck inside the body of a daydreamer. She shamelessly tags herself as the girl who eats a lot but never gets fat. She likes bands and shoes. And pizza.
☑ Celebrate my birthday with snail mails from people ;)
☑ Watch "The Vow" with a friend/s on Valentine's Day. And not cry.
☐ Graduate with honors on July 7, 2012.
☐ Work. And love my work.
☐ Have my heart healed.
☑ Either have very long hair or very short hair.
☐ Get to ride a plane.
☐ Treat my parents for their wedding anniversary.
☐ Have teal dip-dyed hair.
☑ See We Are The In Crowd live.
I hate feeling like this in the morning. That feeling like I’m going back to “Day 1”, that I need to constantly remind myself that he’s not coming back, because apparently, he’s really not coming back. I’ve felt long enough how he’s completely fallen out of love with me. And even though it really makes me ask myself a lot of questions because of this, I know I can’t do anything about it. It’s been almost 2 months and I still wake up feeling like this. That feeling when I open my eyes and remember that I’m now alone, that I have no one to share everything with. I can’t understand why I still have this kind of mornings. One day you feel like you’ve completely accepted everything, then you feel like crying again the next day. It hurts, and it’s getting tiring. I’ve held on for so long and I didn’t want to give up because I know it was worth it to keep fighting. But now I’m forced to. ☹
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Themes by Mademoiselle Kisty
