A designer/artist stuck inside the body of a daydreamer. She shamelessly tags herself as the girl who eats a lot but never gets fat. She likes bands and shoes. And pizza.
☑ Celebrate my birthday with snail mails from people ;)
☑ Watch "The Vow" with a friend/s on Valentine's Day. And not cry.
☐ Graduate with honors on July 7, 2012.
☐ Work. And love my work.
☐ Have my heart healed.
☑ Either have very long hair or very short hair.
☐ Get to ride a plane.
☐ Treat my parents for their wedding anniversary.
☐ Have teal dip-dyed hair.
☑ See We Are The In Crowd live.
Skin to skin with the person you love, best feeling ever.
#yes #love #gif #favorite #skin to skin
Honestly, I think I’ve moved on. I don’t think of him a lot anymore, and the thought of him being with another girl doesn’t hurt as much as before. But what’s bothering me is that I don’t think I can give myself to anyone soon. Not even 5 years from now. I feel like I won’t ever be ready to love again. I feel like I’ve given my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back. It never got back that I don’t think I would want to love again. Sure, there may be flings. There may be guys whom I’ll get to flirt with. But I think that’s my limit. Flings. I feel like I won’t ever get to be serious with someone again, let alone love truly again.
Or maybe not. Maybe this is just one of the emo nights I normally have.
