A designer/artist stuck inside the body of a daydreamer. She shamelessly tags herself as the girl who eats a lot but never gets fat. She likes bands and shoes. And pizza.
☑ Celebrate my birthday with snail mails from people ;)
☑ Watch "The Vow" with a friend/s on Valentine's Day. And not cry.
☐ Graduate with honors on July 7, 2012.
☐ Work. And love my work.
☐ Have my heart healed.
☑ Either have very long hair or very short hair.
☐ Get to ride a plane.
☐ Treat my parents for their wedding anniversary.
☐ Have teal dip-dyed hair.
☑ See We Are The In Crowd live.
I miss being called “beautiful”, and being called that not because he wants to flatter me but because it’s really what his eyes see and what his heart feels. I miss the feeling of being loved, when a simple smile of mine can already make his day. I miss the feeling of being special to someone, when he makes time for you despite your busy schedules. I miss cuddling, kissing, and hugging. I miss the feeling of not being alone, for now I am alone most of the time. I miss sharing the things that happened to my day, for now I have no one to share it with who’s willing and interested to listen. I miss looking forward to a day of seeing that someone I love. I miss being praised for the things I do, even if I’m not very awesome at times. I miss arguing with someone then cuddling afterwards. I miss hearing someone say that he loves me. I miss hearing someone say that he misses me.
I don’t know if I really miss these things, or I just really miss YOU. Or maybe I miss both?
I can’t quite understand why I’m still missing him despite all the days when I felt like he’s really not worth missing at all. Not sure if this is love or just pure stupidity. Yuck emo.
Don’t hold onto anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love.
— (via eletheowl)
And it just eats all of me.
#text post #thoughts #life #:(
You think you can just show up and tell me how to live my life? You don’t even know what I’ve been through.
— Simba (via eletheowl)
It’s funny how last night I just wanted to slap you hard for being an asshole and now I want to hug you and say I love you. It’s funny how you left my heart badly bruised yet I can still say I love you. It’s funny how this heartbreak’s making me want to love you more.
