I received three tulips from someone this Valentine’s day and I thought it’s very sweet.

I’ve always wanted to receive tulips. So. Yeah. :) 

Balengtayms.

So. Tomorrow is the “dreaded day”, a.k.a. Valentine’s Day for committed people and Independence Day for the single ones. Okay. I’m part of the single ones but may I just state some thoughts about the things I’m seeing online? Yeah.

75% of the status updates I see on Facebook are about Valentine’s, 20% are about the Grammy’s and the rest are just random papansin status updates. Nakakalungkot lang isipin na napakaraming bitter status updates sa Facebook. Yung parang lungkot na lungkot sila na wala silang ka-date bukas. Yung parang feeling niya napakapangit niya na kasi wala siyang ka-date bukas. Eh kung tutuusin dadaan lang naman yang araw na yan. As for me, kung tatanungin niyo ko, I honestly have no expectations whatsoever for tomorrow. At sa maniwala kayo’t sa hindi, hindi ako nabibitter. May mga nakikita akong flower shops near the school kanina, pati rin sa malls. Kebs lang. Wala akong kirot na naramdaman. May mga nakita na rin akong girls na may hawak na bouquet. Kebs lang rin. Nakakagulat nga kasi ganun yung reaction ko, na parang walang impact sa akin yung mga nakikita ko.

Pero tingin ko good sign yun. Ibig sabihin hindi talaga ako bitter. Meron lang akong ineexpect bukas na isa. Red velvet cupcakes. Pero feeling ko walang magbibigay sa akin so baka bilhan ko na lang yung sarili ko. Wahahaha. Ayun lang. Share ko lang.

Eto lang rin mga advice ko for tomorrow:

1. Boys, wag bigyan ng Ferrero chocolates si girl. Bad luck yan. Magbebreak kayo sooner or later. Tried and tested, promise. Hahaha.
2. Punuin ang tiyan (ng pagkain) ni girl. Para saan pa ang isang dosenang rosas kung wala kayong pangkain?
3. Sa mga single: pwede wag bitter? Magmahalan na lang kayo ng mga kaibigan mong single rin. Girl bonding ba!
4. Sa mga boys na single: pasayahin ang mga kaibigang babae na single rin. They deserve it. Para may kilig rin kayo kahit papano.
5. Boyfriends, pwede for once pagplanuhan nyo na kung saan kayo kakain ni girlfriend? Wag namang gawing dahilan ng pagaaway nyo for Valentine’s kung saan kakain. For. Once.
6. Girls, magpa-manicure at pedicure! Magpa-thread na rin ng kilay. Pati na rin kili-kili. Hihi. Pati ano…
7. Single boys and girls, expect na as you’re walking along the streets/malls ay may makakasalubong kayong couples. Wag bitter. Isipin nyo na lang, magbebreak din sila. >:))
8. Single boys and girls, magpakababoy tayo bukas. Kainin lahat ng gustong kainin. Para hindi man busog ang puso, busog naman ang tiyan.
9. Manood ng The Vow. Napanood ko na, okay lang siya. Pero basta, manood kayo. Hahaha.
10. Bigyan ng little presents ang mommies, lolas, titas niyo. Para matuwa naman sila sa’yo.

Valentine Wishes

I know this is quite impossible but I really like listing down stuff so let me share to you some of my Valentine wishes:

• I want to receive a tulip. At least one.
• If not, I want to receive a bouquet of roses. (I’ve had one before though. One.)
• I want someone to sing and play to me a cheesy love song. Harana.
• I want someone to take me on a candlelight dinner.
• Or a dinner by the beach.
• I want someone to bring me home on a Valentine’s day and thank my parents for allowing me to go out with him.
• I want someone to make me a mixtape (or a mix CD lol) of the songs that remind him of me.
• I want someone to continue this kind of sweetness (and more) in the next 365 days.
• Then do any of the above again.

Ehehehe I don’t really wish to get all of these in one day but yeah. Lumalandi lang.

Passenger Seat

Okay it might be impossible for me to receive a bouquet of roses for Valentine’s Day so can someone just sing me this song? This song makes me kilig 101%, I don’t know why. So yeah I hope my prince charming’s gonna read this and do it. Whoever you are.

This time we’re not giving up. Let’s make it last forever.

Two years ago, I got a ring. A year ago, I got a flower. This year, I got HIM.

I should start this blog entry by straightforwardly saying that we are together again. We met today and we talked about our issues. The moment wasn’t really “kilig” (Google Translate: hoity toity). It was quite serious but as time went by, we felt like cuddling so yeah. I got to hug and kiss him again. He didn’t give me what I expected (which were flowers); instead, he gave me chocolates. HAHAHAHA I LOVED THE CHOCOLATES, OKAY. Hehe and then we talked about the things that might happen with this “new start” and I was quite happy with the things he told me…though I wasn’t able to tell anything on my views about the future - which is so me. I only get to say a lot when we’re not together. I become speechless when he’s near. Yes, I was fangirling awhile ago.

Anyway, I’m excited for this new start. I wonder what’s in store for us! Hihi. What’s funny was that we both felt like something’s changed with the two of us. As for me, I thought his way of talking changed. For him, he thought I got fat and that my hair grew longer already. The break-up only lasted for two weeks but we already felt a lot of changes. I was even shy to talk to him at first. HAAA it really felt awkward.

Uhm. Yeah. He asked me this: Will you be my girlfriend again?. I didn’t answer “yes” immediately because I was thinking twice but when I got to decide to give ourselves a chance and said “yes”, he asked me this: So are we going to have February 14 as our anniversary?. So I was like, :| Haha. It was awkward, I never really wanted to have that date as an anniversary. It’s so baduy. Hahaha besides, I didn’t really feel the break-up SO MUCH because we still text each other almost everyday in between those days that we are “not together”. November 29 forever. HAH.

Quite awesome Valentine’s huh.